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Disappointment

Posted by jamesseeley on May 23, 2007

I’d like to have continued my denial for another week or more, but last night my wife Sarah decided that she needed me to “fuck me hard and fill my cunt with cum.” in her words.

While it may seem strange to some that I would like to have been denied my wifes pussy at all; the ideas and thoughts I’ve had over the last week or so and the fact my wife has only allowed me to cum outside of her cunt has really excited me. I’ve also had in my mind that she has a ‘boyfriend’ call Simon (she doesn’t, but the idea came from a dream I had about her with someone else).

I now really quite enjoy being denied my own wifes cunt (certainly for my pleasure). But if Sarah wants my cock inside her for her pleasure that that’s a turn on for me.

I suppose she did want my cock inside her (and my cum) last night and she clearly really did enjoy me “fucking her hard”. Unfortunately I enjoyed cumming in her cunt as well, but would like to have been told that it was forbidden, I would have enjoyed that for much longer after (while at the time it would have been frustrating).

So last night once we’d gone through the vanilla sex (though she did say ‘no kissing tonight’ of me masterbating her clit, which I enjoy (because she likes it) and in my mind I’m thinking.

There she is the bitch, making me wank her clit with my untouched rock hard cock next to her. She might let me have a little pleasure soon (if I’m good). She won’t even let me kiss her tonight. She just wants me to pleasure her and is not even interested in who it is that’s wanking her clit, I bet she lets Simon do this to her and kisses him all the time.

Periodically she’d grab my hand and push my fingers right up her cunt, then bring them back out to focus on her clit. Every now and then, she’d grab my cock and pull on it and let out a little moan. So back in my mind I’m thinking.


She’s wet tonight, I bet she’s been to see ‘Simon’ her boyfriend. I should think she want him to cum insider her all the time with his potent cum and his small cock. I bet she likes his small cock because it’s not as unfomfortable as mind (she has said mind is too big from time to time, which as you can imagine is very nice for me). All she’s let me do this last week is wank or be wanked.

Then she had an orgasm, I lifted her up on to me (she was facing away from my face and I was on my back). She knew what to do, she straddled me facing towards my feet, grabbed my cock and stuffed it in to her gaping wet hole. I know after an orgasm from wanking her clit she loves to be filled with cock.

So there she was (still not kissing me, facing away from me, It could have been anyones cock inside her, as long as it was up her cunt she wouldn’t have cared) gyrating and making the most of the warm feeling of having had an orgasm.

I was thinking:

So I’m just a dildo to her, wank her clit for her and then she uses my cock like a dildo just for her pleasure. She enjoys full sex with Simon her boyfriend, but just uses me like a sex toy. I’m not allowed to cum insider her all week, then I’m only allowed to cum twice in the week (in her presence), sometime I have to wank in front of her only to be denied an ejaculation. Now, once again she’s just using my cock like a dildo to pleasure herself.

But then I waas told “fuck me hard and fill my cunt with cum.” which did not really fit my little fantasy, so I thought.

So Simon (the boyfriend) must have failed to deliver earlier, I’ll show you want a real fucking is then you slut. You cuckold me with Simon, then your boyfriend can’t come up with the goods (with his small dick) and you’re back to me. You’re going to get the full length and girth of my cock stuck you tonight. I’m going to make your cunt sore, so you’ll deny me for at least a month you bitch.

I rolled her over on to her front, pulled her up so she was on her hands and knees (still with my cock up her) then reached round and roughly grasped and kneeded her tits. She started moaning.

Then I pushed her head down and her arms gave way, I grabbed her right arm and pulled it behind her, then with my left arm I pushed down on her left shoulder and thrusted hard up her cunt. She let out a yelp (Ahhh).

I thought yes, you fucking little whore you can moan, but you’ve asked for this, your boyfriend has failed to deliver and now you’ve got to pay the price of me fucking you hard (very hard).

I started to pound away at her, all the time she was struggling and moaning, her head thrashing to and fro, I could seen she was cloase to another orgasm and just ploughed on fucking her harder and harder. I could hear slopping sounds as my engorged swollen cock thrusted ever deeper into her cunt. She tried to close her legs to ‘throttle’ the length of my cock back, as every time I thrusted I could feel the tip of my cock ‘topping out insider her’. I pushed her legs apart again, so I could get the whole of my cock right up her.

“Oh god” she said “I can’t take anymore, please cum inside me now I’ve had enough”.

I wasn’t gong to let my slut wife off that easily, I wanted to be sure she’d be keener on denying me for a month or more, so I carried on. I pulled her other arm behind her back and held both her hands in the small of her back with my left hand.

Then I thrusted and pounded her cunt some more, finally after a couple more minutes I was ready to cum. I could feel it building up and started thrusting harder and deeper (Sarah moaning all the time and starting to struggle), I pinned her down and then with my right hand gasped her right buttock, my thumb carefully pressing against her arse hole.

At some point during this she had another orgasm, but I was too busy to notice (or care, she’d been given enough pleasure, now it was my turn).

I was really to cum inside the fucking bitch, I pushed down with my thumb and her arse hole yielded and in it went upto the first knuckle on my thumb. Once again she yelped “Oh no, I can’t take that as well, cum now, please cum now”.

I could feel my thumb in her arse through my cock and almost immediately came, thrusting and pounding her now very wet but sore cunt. I ejaculated up Sarahs swollen and well pounded pussy.

I withdrew my cock (and thumb from her arse) and rolled off to catch my breath.

“What possessed you tonight” she said.

“You said you wanted it hard” I responded.

“Well that was about as hard as I can take it, I won’t need fucking for a while now” Sarah said.


Good I thought, you can work me up and deny me for a month then, I’d enjoy that. Your boyfriend with his small dick can give you all the vanilla sex you want. I either want to fuck you hard like a slut/whore, or be denied your pussy and only be allowed to wank (or be wanked/sucked off).

“Didn’t you enjoy that?” I asked.

“Well, eer, yes I did, but I wouldn’t want hard sex like that all the time.” Sarah responded.

“OK, perhaps we should stick with wanking for a while then” I suggested.

“What’s the matter with you at them moment, do you enjoy wanking as much as full sex” Sarah said.

“Sometimes I do, but I do enjoy full sex as well, wanking and sucking is just different, but not more or less enjoyable. But I do like being worked up and teased and left with a hard cock from time to time.” I admitted.

“OK, now you’ve made me this sore, from that really quite violent fucking, my cunt is off limits for a while. What do you say to that?”

“I’m already turned on by what you’ve just said” I retorted.

“Mmmmm, sex is changing between us and becoming more varied, isn’t is”.

So that’s how we left it, maybe I’ll be denied a little more from now on. But at least it’s not just vanilla. Not sure I want to go for the full BDSM or cuckolding life style. In fact with my mind I’m not sure I need to.

Like horror films one’s imagination seems way more powerful than some flawed reality, in my mind everything fits together, Simon is perfect (or just what I want him to be, when I want him to be that way) not sure reality would be quite so flexible or under my control.

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Wanked

Posted by jamesseeley on April 30, 2007

Well last night was a slightly different experience. Saturday morning I did all the washing and ironing (I do normally do this on a Saturday as Sarah goes into town to meet some friends). In my mind this sometimes turns into a fantasy of her having sex with someone else while I do the chores (pretty standard cuckold type fantasy).

Saturday night we just went to sleep, neither of us particularly in the mood. Sunday morning woke with the horn, had it rubbed a little, but then had to get up and sort the kids out. Morning sex is a pretty rushed affair and Sarah is not keen on sex in the morning. I like having the horn and slight frot and then being denied (I have to admit).

Sunday night, Sarah went up to bed about 10:30PM and I followed soon after. Went to kiss her and continues kissing her (she wasn’t too responsive). We then had the following encounter:

“Aren’t you interested tonight?”

“Maybe, hadn’t really thought about it”

I kissed her some more and rubbed my now hardening dick up her leg.

“I can see you’re interested”.

“Should I have just gone to the bathroom and wanked myself off and left you to sleep?”

“Wank yourself off here next to me now.”

I started to stroke my cock and wank it gently, she pull back the covers to watch and rub her cunt up and down my leg. She started moaning slightly and I kissed her a little more. The I pushed up her white cotton top (she still had her standard white cotton panties on) and fondled her nipple. The I bend forward to lick and suck her right nipple. She pushed me back and pulled down her white cotton top.

“Don’t you want me to do that tonight.”

“No, you wank your cock, you can’t have my tits or cunt tonight.”

God I almost came right there and then, my mind quickly replayed a little fantasy in the context of this encounter.

She’d gone into town on Saturday, but on the way had met a female acquaintance from the local council estate (our kids know each other). This women is a bit rough and her husband is rougher. This women invites Sarah back to her house where Sarah encounters the husband who takes a liking to my wife. Sarahs female acquaintance then says her husband likes her and suggests they all go to bed. Sarah then starts kissing the rough husband and his wife starts saying “Fuck her, I want to watch you fuck the posh little bitch” (Sarah can be a bit stuck up at times). “Go on suck his cock”. He takes out cock and pushes Sarahs head down, she willingly sucks his dick, then he spins her around, bends her over and sticks his cock hard into her cunt, reaches around and start pulling hard on her tits and pinches her nipples. “That’s it” the wife starts shouting “fuck her hard, make her have it, harder, harder.” The wife then comes over, pulls Sarahs head up, grabs one of her nipples, starts twisting it and says “he’s good at fucking isn’t he?” All the time Sarah is panting, moaning and having orgasm after orgasm, her cunt being pounded by this rough guy with his large cock. She replies to the wife “Yes, I’ve never been fucked to hard or cum so much, thankyou, thankyou for letting him fuck me”. Later on Saturday she returns home, kisses me (slightly funny taste) and has a bath (strange just before lunch).

Now back to Sunday night, I can understand why I’m not allowed to touch or suck her nipple (it must still be sore) and I’m not allowed her cunt because it’s been stretched and is also still a little sore.

Hence, she’s got me wanking my cock for her to watch, knowing that she’s had a good fuck the day before. She can now watch her husband jerk his cock.

So back to reality, she then pushes up her cotton t-shirt and move over the top of me, so each time I wank her tits bank against my cock, all the time rubbing her panty covered cunt up and down my leg.

“I’m going to cum” I say, she moans and looks down. (I though she was going to take in her mouth, but no). She then watches as I ejaculate all over her tits, my belly and chest. She rolls back over and puts her hand in the mess on my chest and belly, then starts to rub it.

“Did you need that?” she says then puts my hand on her panty covered cunt and says “bring me off now”.

‘Do you want be to tidy this mess (the cum) up?”

“No, I want to touch it and smell your spunk while you wank my clit.”

So I wanked her clit through her panties, then after a while, she took my hand and put it under her panties and made me wank her clit hard (using my middle finger with her hand like I was a sex toy) all this time rubbing the cum on my chest with her other hand. Then she orgasmed.

“I wish you cock ws hard now, I really want it inside me.”

“If you wait and play with it, I’m sure I can get hard again” (I do sometimes within 1/2 hour of ejaculating).

“No I need it now, just after the orgasm. We’ve done this the wrong way around.”

“Have I left you needing more”

“Yes, but not external, internal, I need filling with cock, but this feeling will pass. Next time I’m going to have my fulfillment first and then I may let you have yours”.

YES, this is what I want I thought. Use me for your sexual pleasure in every way and then decide if I’m allowed to ejaculate or NOT.

“OK, I’d like that” I responded.

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