Disappointment

I’d like to have continued my denial for another week or more, but last night my wife Sarah decided that she needed me to “fuck me hard and fill my cunt with cum.” in her words.

While it may seem strange to some that I would like to have been denied my wifes pussy at all; the ideas and thoughts I’ve had over the last week or so and the fact my wife has only allowed me to cum outside of her cunt has really excited me. I’ve also had in my mind that she has a ‘boyfriend’ call Simon (she doesn’t, but the idea came from a dream I had about her with someone else).

I now really quite enjoy being denied my own wifes cunt (certainly for my pleasure). But if Sarah wants my cock inside her for her pleasure that that’s a turn on for me.

I suppose she did want my cock inside her (and my cum) last night and she clearly really did enjoy me “fucking her hard”. Unfortunately I enjoyed cumming in her cunt as well, but would like to have been told that it was forbidden, I would have enjoyed that for much longer after (while at the time it would have been frustrating).

So last night once we’d gone through the vanilla sex (though she did say ‘no kissing tonight’ of me masterbating her clit, which I enjoy (because she likes it) and in my mind I’m thinking.

There she is the bitch, making me wank her clit with my untouched rock hard cock next to her. She might let me have a little pleasure soon (if I’m good). She won’t even let me kiss her tonight. She just wants me to pleasure her and is not even interested in who it is that’s wanking her clit, I bet she lets Simon do this to her and kisses him all the time.

Periodically she’d grab my hand and push my fingers right up her cunt, then bring them back out to focus on her clit. Every now and then, she’d grab my cock and pull on it and let out a little moan. So back in my mind I’m thinking.

She’s wet tonight, I bet she’s been to see ‘Simon’ her boyfriend. I should think she want him to cum insider her all the time with his potent cum and his small cock. I bet she likes his small cock because it’s not as unfomfortable as mind (she has said mind is too big from time to time, which as you can imagine is very nice for me). All she’s let me do this last week is wank or be wanked.

Then she had an orgasm, I lifted her up on to me (she was facing away from my face and I was on my back). She knew what to do, she straddled me facing towards my feet, grabbed my cock and stuffed it in to her gaping wet hole. I know after an orgasm from wanking her clit she loves to be filled with cock.

So there she was (still not kissing me, facing away from me, It could have been anyones cock inside her, as long as it was up her cunt she wouldn’t have cared) gyrating and making the most of the warm feeling of having had an orgasm.

I was thinking:

So I’m just a dildo to her, wank her clit for her and then she uses my cock like a dildo just for her pleasure. She enjoys full sex with Simon her boyfriend, but just uses me like a sex toy. I’m not allowed to cum insider her all week, then I’m only allowed to cum twice in the week (in her presence), sometime I have to wank in front of her only to be denied an ejaculation. Now, once again she’s just using my cock like a dildo to pleasure herself.

But then I waas told “fuck me hard and fill my cunt with cum.” which did not really fit my little fantasy, so I thought.

So Simon (the boyfriend) must have failed to deliver earlier, I’ll show you want a real fucking is then you slut. You cuckold me with Simon, then your boyfriend can’t come up with the goods (with his small dick) and you’re back to me. You’re going to get the full length and girth of my cock stuck you tonight. I’m going to make your cunt sore, so you’ll deny me for at least a month you bitch.

I rolled her over on to her front, pulled her up so she was on her hands and knees (still with my cock up her) then reached round and roughly grasped and kneeded her tits. She started moaning.

Then I pushed her head down and her arms gave way, I grabbed her right arm and pulled it behind her, then with my left arm I pushed down on her left shoulder and thrusted hard up her cunt. She let out a yelp (Ahhh).

I thought yes, you fucking little whore you can moan, but you’ve asked for this, your boyfriend has failed to deliver and now you’ve got to pay the price of me fucking you hard (very hard).

I started to pound away at her, all the time she was struggling and moaning, her head thrashing to and fro, I could seen she was cloase to another orgasm and just ploughed on fucking her harder and harder. I could hear slopping sounds as my engorged swollen cock thrusted ever deeper into her cunt. She tried to close her legs to ‘throttle’ the length of my cock back, as every time I thrusted I could feel the tip of my cock ‘topping out insider her’. I pushed her legs apart again, so I could get the whole of my cock right up her.

“Oh god” she said “I can’t take anymore, please cum inside me now I’ve had enough”.

I wasn’t gong to let my slut wife off that easily, I wanted to be sure she’d be keener on denying me for a month or more, so I carried on. I pulled her other arm behind her back and held both her hands in the small of her back with my left hand.

Then I thrusted and pounded her cunt some more, finally after a couple more minutes I was ready to cum. I could feel it building up and started thrusting harder and deeper (Sarah moaning all the time and starting to struggle), I pinned her down and then with my right hand gasped her right buttock, my thumb carefully pressing against her arse hole.

At some point during this she had another orgasm, but I was too busy to notice (or care, she’d been given enough pleasure, now it was my turn).

I was really to cum inside the fucking bitch, I pushed down with my thumb and her arse hole yielded and in it went upto the first knuckle on my thumb. Once again she yelped “Oh no, I can’t take that as well, cum now, please cum now”.

I could feel my thumb in her arse through my cock and almost immediately came, thrusting and pounding her now very wet but sore cunt. I ejaculated up Sarahs swollen and well pounded pussy.

I withdrew my cock (and thumb from her arse) and rolled off to catch my breath.

“What possessed you tonight” she said.

“You said you wanted it hard” I responded.

“Well that was about as hard as I can take it, I won’t need fucking for a while now” Sarah said.

Good I thought, you can work me up and deny me for a month then, I’d enjoy that. Your boyfriend with his small dick can give you all the vanilla sex you want. I either want to fuck you hard like a slut/whore, or be denied your pussy and only be allowed to wank (or be wanked/sucked off).

“Didn’t you enjoy that?” I asked.

“Well, eer, yes I did, but I wouldn’t want hard sex like that all the time.” Sarah responded.

“OK, perhaps we should stick with wanking for a while then” I suggested.

“What’s the matter with you at them moment, do you enjoy wanking as much as full sex” Sarah said.

“Sometimes I do, but I do enjoy full sex as well, wanking and sucking is just different, but not more or less enjoyable. But I do like being worked up and teased and left with a hard cock from time to time.” I admitted.

“OK, now you’ve made me this sore, from that really quite violent fucking, my cunt is off limits for a while. What do you say to that?”

“I’m already turned on by what you’ve just said” I retorted.

“Mmmmm, sex is changing between us and becoming more varied, isn’t is”.

So that’s how we left it, maybe I’ll be denied a little more from now on. But at least it’s not just vanilla. Not sure I want to go for the full BDSM or cuckolding life style. In fact with my mind I’m not sure I need to.

Like horror films one’s imagination seems way more powerful than some flawed reality, in my mind everything fits together, Simon is perfect (or just what I want him to be, when I want him to be that way) not sure reality would be quite so flexible or under my control.